I need someone to know

I am extremely depressed.

So much of me says to “get over it”, but I can’t shake it no matter what I do.

I feel like a terrible mother, here in our small house with my husband at work and my little boy home with me all day. I’m sure he gets bored. I try to engage but I have no energy. Yesterday I wept openly in front of him and he just stared at me looking confused. I’m just straight up sad and I can’t pinpoint a reason. I’m blessed more than I could say.

I’m just sad and so apathetic.