My SO thinks I'm crazy...

Leighanne
So I took 2 (faint) positive pregnancy tests (different brands just to make sure it wasn't evap lines) but began to have very bad cramping a week later and got my period. It was much heavier than normal with more clots than usual also. My SO uses air quotes when we talk about it bc he doesn't believe this was a miscarriage. He said we can't know bc we had no definite proof of pregnancy (like a sonogram or blazing positive) He uses phrases like "if it happened" and it hurts me a lot. It makes me feel like I've gone thru this all alone and I am second guessing what happening to my body. I FELT pregnant as crazy as that sounds...I even made a dr apt for next week thinking I would be close to 8 weeks and could get an ultra sound...Is my SO behavior just a coping mechanism?? I caught him crying in his car but he refused to talk about it. Any advice is welcome but please be kind my SO is not a bad man I just don't think we see this situation the same way...