I’ve posted this in another group :)

Soo tonight I got a phone call from the guy I’ve been talking to , he just got home from a party& he’s drunk asf

So he goes and says “ babe I need to tell you something”

So I go and say “ don’t say something” cause usually he only said “something”

And he goes “ no I’m being for real with you , I’m not used to texting in the morning like you want me to & I’ve never been with someone your age . I’m trying to adapt to it ”

So I go and say “ someone my age ” I’m only 19 turning 20 in June .. he’s 20 turning 21 in 3 weeks

He goes and says “ yeah I’ve been with older woman .. ages from 25-38 ”

It didn’t phase me cause I knew that already from his previous ex gf was 27 ..

So I didn’t respond cause I didn’t know what to respond and he just goes baby tell me what your thinking

So I tell him you never been with someone younger than you they always have been older ?

He goes yeah . My love I really only care about what’s going on between you and me .

I changed the topic bc this a something we should talk about when he’s sober .

But now I’m thinking should I be worry that he could possibly leave me for someone older than me ? What if I’m not good enough ? He’s already had sex with them and they are more experienced than I am ? I’m a virgin compared to them .

What if he finds what I need in a relationship to needy ? We literally just started officially talking two weeks ago

For example , Like for work he wakes up around 6 & I usually wake up around 9 . I only told him once I would like a good morning text from him & to let me know when he’s busy at work just like I would let him know when I’m busy at work , would like for him to text on his free time . I don’t think that’s too much to ask for . Plus we talk every night on the phone bc he calls me that’s something I’ve never done b4 & I still do it .

Maybe I’m overthinking this . I’m sorry I just don’t have anyone to talk to about this , so I figured why not just post it & y’all can tell me what y’all think ...