Pleasure...HELP

Hi ladies.

I am almost 19 and I have been with my boyfriend for over 5 years...but I’ve never felt any pleasure when having sex or doing anything sexually.

My boyfriend is so amazing and he wants to help me finish but even I can’t even do that.. I feel like it’s affecting him as he cannot get me to feel pleasure so he tells me to try things on myself but I just can’t!?

I still live with my parents so I don’t own any toys or anything but eventually when I move out I will experiment.

Do you have any advice for how to feel pleasure without toys???

TIA