LONG RANT***

So hey, I’m 9weeks and some change, I’m not sure where to post this so if it doesn’t fit with the group, please tell me which one to post in.

So this will be long but I’ll get to the point eventually 😂

Every now and then, I have a stringy like discharge.. no smell.. no weird color. I googled it and google said something about mucus plug and/or mucus thickening to protect the cervix .. so okay fine

BUT here comes the faithful day my bf was downtown..

I’ve always been a little insecure about the way my 🐱 looked .. like the ingrowns, scars, razor bumps.... ( if anyone has anything to help with that, let me know please)

but there he was down there just staring at it.

It was dark inside my place but the tv was behind him so my 🐱 was lit up lol but anyway, I could feel him just glaring and it was making me super uncomfortable so I asked him what was he doing.. his response “ it’s just so pretty”

I called bullshit because it honestly felt like he was inspecting it.

Like you know how you get shaving bumps? I had a tiny one and it felt like he was just taking a finger and rubbing that area and then all over to inspect if there was more, then he was like subtly looking inside the lips 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨

After what seemed like forever.. he finally started and finished.

He just now told me that there was a “white stringy thing” down there and he didn’t know if he wanted to do it anymore and he asked what else was he supposed to do..

I kinda went off and told him he could have handled that better instead of making me feel awkward. So this is what I told him lol.

Idk if I’m being dramatic but ...

** Update: he said he’s gonna “chill out” because he can’t do nothing right so 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

The reason I guess I’m blowing up is because he’s a bit sensitive about his 🍆. He says he’s a grower not a shower and doesn’t want me to see him soft. I respect that and won’t force my way into his pants but this guy has stared and inspected my cooch. I don’t like the way my feet look so he decides to grab my feet and turn his flashlight on to look at them closely and I’m growing my hair back out on my head and he keeps tryna take my hat off.. like how can I respect his boundaries but he doesn’t for mine?