Hi ladies,

I've been really struggling there is nothing I want more in the world than having a child. It's really hard for me to see or find out much about all my friends and family who are pregnant or already have a child/children. My husband and I got so close to our dream but then we lost Arthur at 25 weeks and now infertilily feels even worse than before.

How do you cope with other people having what you so desperately want? I think it's especially difficult when it was "easy" for them to get there.

I feel like I should just hide from all of them I don't want to hear about their lives it hurts too much.