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Anyone else have extreme low sex drive right now (first trimester)? Apparently I’m being a real witch to put it nicely and giving nasty looks... 🤦🏻‍♀️ (definitely not... he’s been “picking” and coming off like a douche so yes i bite back.) He doesn’t see himself being a douche but says I’m not very nice and loving anymore. He complains about the house but when he comes in working outside (i help him outside, care for the kids, run to grab him ANYTHING he needs to keep our business going) he makes a big issue. He comes inside goes to our room chills out for 10 min then showers and stays in there till he’s done eating dinner (i put in there while he showers he’s weird about eating before or after shower ASAP) He’s had a few close calls where he could’ve died (almost crushed, partially electrocuted, pulled muscles) which I’m very attentive to him making sure he’s ok. But i feel under appreciated at this point. I could care less about sex right now after each time my belly cramps so bad i feel sick. This is my 3rd and I’ve never had these problems before. It’d be nice if he’d just help pick one or two things up to help me. I don’t complain helping him but i don’t have nearly as much time as needed to deep clean like i want. I have low energy and haven’t felt “normal” (not nauseous ) for two months. I’m trying to get into more energy to get motivated quicker i just feel crappy over myself. I guess this is a vent/advice post. He literally goes nowhere (no license currently and no car due to COVID) so I’m the runner for EVERYTHING. When he says “we’re” not leaving the house till it’s clean or “we’re” not going anywhere till it’s done is saying about me. Sometimes i feel like I’m living back with my mom telling me if i can or can’t do something which i told him last night how i felt over it. He is so dramatic over all of it. He didn’t want me to make an appointment for one to two months and the opening was virtually a month away so i took it cause he didn’t want me in an office with COVID still lingering right now. He flipped out saying i don’t listen to him. I respected what he said and agreed to that but he thinks i called as soon as we found out (like a few days ago) when we found out 4 weeks ago! It’s been a month! Wth 🤦🏻‍♀️ they want me to go in for an ultrasound before to get a date sense i was off my normal cycle (stress) so he’s not happy over that crap. I just don’t get it. I go to stores literally every day multiple times and he doesn’t think anything of Covid but a doctors office he does there’s no difference either place can have someone with it. It’s so aggravating. I’ve been so angry in this pregnancy in general and i don’t like it. I’m usually happy and positive. This all is really bugging me.