So for a while now my husband has wanted to leave to work away. I’ve never been okay with it because we tried it about 2 years ago and I couldn’t do it.

Any way he is stubborn and says he has to because it’s good money which I understand but I’m upset because I tell him that we can both work and make meets end. Well he doesn’t think that’s possible and he’d rather me stay home with the babies while he works for us(which I appreciate) but idk if I can do it. He leaves tomorrow morning and I am a mess. I am upset because I don’t want this at all, and I have horrible anxiety so I know for a fact o can’t go with him (tried lst time and it didn’t work). I keep trying to change his mind but he’s still leaving anyway. Idk what to do to feel better, idk how to cope idk what to do. Any advice ladies??