Am I the only one where if I’m like driving over a bridge or around a mountain I’ll just think about yeeting myself into death😅 I wouldn’t actually do it but I can literally imagine the car blowing up and burning to death surrounded by trees with no one around, or when I’m cutting food up to eat the thought pops in my head like “what if I just stabbed myself in the heart”🔪❤️ or sliced my wrist open or cut my throat🤣 and just start day dreaming about how much blood there would be and who would find me dead😅 or when I have a headache and I’m about to take a Tylenol thinking “what would happen if I just ate the whole bottle” and imagine the ems people walking in and seeing me covered in blood and vomit just laying there lifeless.‼️😅 I swear I’m not suicidal I would never hurt myself I hate pain but I do think about it very often and have very graphic and detailed visualizations of it🤣 it doesn’t bother me just kinda weird and wondering if I’m the only one that does this.😅