Whyyyyyy

Today is my due date and I have been having pain since 9 am today. It hurts pretty bad but it hasn't gotten worse or less and the timing is just very inconsistent. I have also lost what I believe is my bloody show because I went to the restroom and had this gooey stuff with blood come out. I mean I don't understand why they hurt so much but aren't being consistent. I'm getting so discouraged because I don't wanna go to the hospital and just get sent back.