Bipolar and relationships

Alyssa

So I have bipolar and anxiety as well as depression I seem to be in a down I have been testing out medicines an we are currently focused on just anxiety an giving the bipolar meds a break. I recently have moved in with my boyfriend and have been on my own. I know bipolar can influence a lot of things but does it change your feelings for someone for some reason recently I have just been set on getting out of the house like leaving the relationship an moving on my own. I’m all over the place cuz I do love him but I feel stuck in life an this isn’t what I want. I don’t wanna blame it on my bipolar an being in a low at the moment but I’m worried what if I make a decision and it was strongly brought in by a depression episode. I have no desire to work on the relationship he is now trying after our talk we had but it seems to be pushing me away more. I feel even more confused as i dont knwo what steps to take I can’t sleep I’m all over the place . I just went from being In love wanting to be married to now living with him completely done and not wanting to deal with him forever.