5 weeks and 4 days along and Yesterday was filled with uncontrollable crying. First I cried because I was mad about being stuck in this (almost perfect) relationship forever, and that Iever wanted to be pregnant. (Like, what did I get myself into..) THEN, I was mean to my SO, then he was understanding, and so I cried bc I am afraid I am going to drive him away and he's not going to want to be with me anymore. (He reassured me that's not ever going to happen) Then, I'm crying about pretty much anything. The DEPRESSION is killer. Today is much better, but I super duper hope this goes away soon. Any of you in your first trimester or beyond that can relate? What made you feel happy in these overly sad times. I felt So damn weak, like I was losing my mind. I hate those episodes. What are yall stories??