Planned C section mamas ! Come !!

So I’m having a planned c section due to becoming pregnant soon after having an emergency c section and I was wondering what your experience was like? For my first, they had to put me under and I missed a lot of time and a lot of “first” things for my daughter and by the time I woke up my hubby was telling me his family was on the way. Everything that I begged from him not to do, he did and I just want to be awake. I look back at my firsts birth and it makes me so upset and angry. Were you awake? How did it go? I had to be put under becwyse I felt everything they were doing, having the epidural.

Comment your experience please !