Dear Family/Friends

Do you notice. Do you notice im not working anymore. Im not going to school anymore. Im not eating anymore. Im not sleeping anymore. Im not talking anymore. Im not socializing anymore. Do you guys notice that i don't get up in the morning anymore. Do you guys notice im acting reckless. Im drinking and smoking and leaving the house. Escaping reality. Do you guys notice? Do you guys notice my hair loss, my dark baggy eyes, my weight loss. Do you guys hear me saying im depressed, do you guys hear me and see me showing you that my eating disorder is back. Im not doing okay. Im not close to being okay. I am literally asking for help. Im asking for some open warm arms to just tell me ill be fine. Do you guys notice? Do you guys notice im more depressed than ever before...........