Please give tips and advice i have supper super low libido...

Sooo my husband and I have been together for 10 yrs and have a little girl who will be 1 on Saturday. Little back ground we use to have sex 2-4 times a week before I lost my first baby at 20weeks pregnant a little girl now we only have sex about once a week ever since sometimes a little more but sometimes less than that.

I have had really low sex drive after we lost our daughter. I was depressed but now I feel wonderful and very happy but I still have terribly low sex drive...honestly I could just go without sex all together. I dont want to be touched I enjoy hugs but other than that really don't want to be touched. Idk what in the world is wrong with me I love my husband so so so much. He's my best friend in the whole world he's everything too me. But I'm struggling so bad with affection, and wanting love. Any tips, or advice. Im embarrassed even posting this. But my husband deserves better. He's truly wonderful to me and I love him so much. But I know he needs to affection and I haven't been the best at giving or showing affection.. its like a war in my mind. I want to have higher sex drive and I enjoy sex when we're doing it but I have a hard time with being touched and loved on before the sex. 🤦‍♀️ Just need help.