My baby is 1 week 6 days old. She is perfect. everyone said I would miss her being in my belly when I said the opposite. I wished she was here and now that she is here I want her back in. She is so fragile, so delicate. I don’t want anything to happen to her. For the last three nights. Initial sleeping have been horrible. She cries and cries like if they hit her or something. I feel so bad because I don’t know what to do. Today, my husband came home from work and he gave me a break for me to sleep a little before her bed time which is usually between 9-10. I went to sleep and around 10:20 I hear her cry. This time around her last night feeding was going to be at 11( before all the midnight feedings). He brought her in I fed her and oh dear lord, I could not breast feed her because her cry was like if someone that was being hit. I immediately gave her her bottle and she fell asleep. I tried putting her in her crib and the crying started again. Between one of those cries I couldn’t take it anymore. My husband was sleeping next to me I woke him up said here and I ran to the bathroom and cried my eyes out. I felt so bad leaving him with a crying baby. He asked me what was wrong and my response was I don’t know. I was so frustrated. I have had lack of sleep and add a crying baby. I just had to take a break. Now here I am writing this post and I don’t know what the purpose of it is. I just wanted to rant and get it out my chest. Parenting is not easy at all. My baby deserves better and I need help. I’m thinking of stopping breast feeding and just bottle feeding her. Make my life easier. Idk what to do. I feel so lost. 😔