41+6 today and feeling defeated

Emily

I really wanted a natural birth & im sooo close! I’m 41+6 & 3cm dilated, cervix is thinned and softned, I’m just waiting for contractions to start!!

Iv tried everything under the sun & my mum has to go home Thursday or Friday and I’m really feeling the pressure to have baby as soon as possible, b4 she goes! And am thinking about medical induction..

it’s my last day that I am eligible to birth at the birthing centre as at 42 weeks tomorrow I am considered too high risk!

I am so confused and don’t know what to do and feel absolutely defeated 😣😭😟😔