I've had to cancel or had my fertility appointments canceled 3 times now for day 21 bloodwork. I've also been trying to have appointments since September 2020

I feel like God doesnt want be to be a mommy and we will never get our miracle baby 😔

I work in Healthcare so something always arises before my appointment and they have very strict protocol because of the pandemic.

I'm so over this and so frustrated and everyone at work is falling pregnant like its nothing 😑😩😒

Anyone have any advice on coping through this?