Couple months ago I went through hell while having a bowl movement, I literally wanted to die my A hole was sore and raw with small cuts around the opening of my anus, I thought it was the tissue paper I was using at the time which was a cheaper type than the charmin I was used to, my research and self diagnostic lead me to deduced that I had anal fissures due to straining when I have a bowl movement and or hemorrhoids, I don’t think I strain when I go but nevertheless, I had the symptoms of hemorrhoids, worst part is I never experienced this my whole 37 years on this earth until now, I’m not pregnant so I know that’s not the cause of it, I figured because I gained a lot of weight I’m the heaviest I every been about 200 lbs heavy... I want to loose weight and I feel that’s will help just don’t have the motivation, I have attempted but emotional and stress cause me to just relapse. My goal is to go on a water fast I know loosing the weight will help my goal is to loose 60lbs. I figure if I do a water fasting for 30days it will reset my body and I will loose the weight fast. I’ve seen people post on YouTube about doing this and how it change their life most health problems where fixed. I’m getting excited about doing this, I started a fruit diet just before just so I don’t send my body into shell shock then I’ll gradually work my way into totally fasting drinking only water, my goal is to loose 40 lbs by August of 2021