Hey y’all. So My mom has always been an amazing lady looking in from the outside but she’s so evil. And yes she’s Christian. She’s kicked me out at 16 (permanently) , told me to sell my body in middle school before i even knew what that meant, let me get raped and kept dropping me back to her friends house so they can do it again, let her third husband abuse me, made me cry on my birthday and Christmas, go out of her way to embarrass me... OH AND AFTER KICKING ME OUT SHE PUT ME IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL AND THEY FORCED DRUGS ON ME. This lady is pure evil and hates me BUT my siblings swear she’s a saint because that’s their mom. I never want to talk to her or see her again. Not my dad just because he’s a bum. But i know God wants me to forgive her but how? This lady is the devil her self. I been on my own since 16 but it feels like i been on my own since i was in middle school. Anyone else have similar experiences?