Trying not to overthink symptoms

Subliminal "Tae" • Lost in the sauce 🤷🏾‍♀️ #TTC🤰🏾for 👩🏾‍🍼 #1 🙏🏾 for miracles every day 🌈

Sooooo I'm not sure what to feel or think, as I know when you want something bad enough u manifest things in your mind.. so I have been tracking everything from ovulation, temps, to sex. So the week of the 15th (which I believe was my ovulation peak) was a very active week for me and my partner. my AF was due to come on the following week of 4/20. What I got was a week of really weird spotting like one day I would spot and the next day I wouldn't (very light pink to brown, never dark red or an actualflow). My LH surge was 4/22 and my body temp was slightly elevated for 2 days afterwards. My CM became watery (during the spotting) and my breast are tender and I have experienced some random nausea moments. Its one of those things where I'm like what the heck is going on with my body. I want to test but I also have an apt with my doctor on the 10th. I just needed to "vent" but get it out my head. Its been driving me crazy lol don't want to get my hopes up. Ya know