Okay guys. I failed the tww and tested early. It’s been 12 days and I snuck a pregnancy test. To my sorrow it is negative. I can’t explain the fucking disappointment and anger I feel right now. No sodas, vitamins, prenatals daily exercise. I’ve committed my life to this baby making process. Mosie Baby Kit, preseed, legs up for 2 hours. Three rounds on tracked ovulating days. Logging on this f*** app everyday. I just feel like it’s a waste of time. I kno I’m supposed to wait two more days or Whtever but I seriously doubt anything will change. I just don’t think it’s fair that I’m trying this hard and the universe keeps giving my friends oops babies! I’m so pissed off I needed to yell this somewhere. I wanna tell my wife but I know she going to be beyond sad and disappointed. We’ve been trying for almost 2 years now! Ugh I hate TTC!