Fade line or am i crazy?

Hi ladies thank you so much beforehand 🥺 im really wishing with all my heart this is finally my month.

This are CVS early result test...

im still 10 days away from my period tho so its reaaaally early i just couldnt wait, also i took this after dinner so after a full day not the first trip to the bathroom of the morning.

I personally see it, and more in person! (Its hard to take the pic because of the phone shadow) but maybe im just really trying to believe 😔 what do you guys think?