😔😭 Never did i ever think this would happen to me 😔 never did i ever think i would lose a pregnancy but in 2019 we had an ectopic pregnancy and I became a part of the 1in4😭💔 I was left empty handed and heartbroken and now last year in April i was finally diagnosed with PCOS confirming why it took 8 years to get pregnant with my second child and to know why for years i had no period which i never knew it wasn't normal and now to know I have fertility issues as well kills me 😭😭 march2020 and April 11th 2021 were the last times i have confirmed i actually ovulated via Opk lh Test strips and BBT and who knows when my body will ever ovulate again. Lord my heart is heavy help me get through all this because I feel so broken. Not just mentally and emotionally but also physically like my own body has betrayed me. I had always wanted my own big little family and i feel like that has been taken from me, And there has been so many people who make me feel bad like if i need to get over it and act like it is not a big deal but the pain for me is real! I was only between 4-6 weeks along but that was my baby that i loved with all my heart from the moment i found out i was pregnant till the day I die❤ so it hurts to have people dismiss it as if my baby didn't exist. We have been trying for our rainbow baby since January 2020 with no success and going on Cycle #11 in hopes of a miracle😔💔 October 21st 2020 i had surgery to clean out my uterus and take out cysts in hopes of it helping us conceive, I have been on pills,drinking fertility teas and taking fertility candies and taken metformin and been through a countless amount of Opk strips and pregnancy tests since the beginning of our ttc journey with absolutely no luck and every month it gets even harder😔💔 God is good to us and has shown he is always here for us especially in any time we have been in need and i pray all the time that we will be blessed when the time is right but I am asking for prayers to help me be strong through all this as we continue our journey in completing our little family❤

Matthew 18:20

New King James Version For where two or three are gathered (A)together in My name, I am there in the midst of them.”

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