How do you cope?

Rayne • 👼 - February 10th, 2019, chemical - October 21st, 2020, 👼 - February 12th, 2021, chemical - April 4th, 2021. Chemical - May 2nd, 2021. No babies yet.

After another missed miscarriage at 10 weeks in February, I had like 2 chemical pregnancies already. This puts me in 6 incomplete pregnancies. How do you cope with so many losses? I literally get angry at my body right now. I just simply hate my body to the core. I stopped getting excited to see positive tests, because 80% of time those would end to be chemical. I get these positive tests so easy, but all of them have the same end - miscarriage.

My infertility doctor sees no issues with me or my husband. Hence, no actual advise for the treatment. So how many times I will need to miscarry more to get at least one baby...