So I just found out my Brother who's 21 got his 17yr old girlfriend pregnant .. On top of it my fathers girlfriend is due this month and last December I miscarried .. I'm 23 been Trying to conceive for almost 5years and It just really hit me hard today 😢 I just can't help but be so mad at myself .. All I want is to be a mommy ! I'm getting a new baby brother and a new niece or nephew of course I'm Happy but i can't help but be very very sad all at the same time..

Just needed to get this off my chest .