I feel zero empathy and I feel like a complete bitch.

To be honest, I feel bad. Not sure what you guys would do in my situation.

3 days ago, my ex and I got into a fight. One thing led to another and he told me “why can’t you just die cock sucking bitch”

That was my big sign that I had to leave. I literally told him we were done and just left it as is.

Im not sure if he thought this was a joke or he thought I’d just get over it. But this morning he texted me saying his cousin passed away. He was on life support and he was disconnected at 4am. He asked if I can be there with him at the funeral. What the hell? I told him that he would get zero empathy from me after he told me he wished I was dead. I told him to deal with this on his own and didn’t feel sorry at all. I blocked but then my ex mother in law told texted me asking if I could join

I told her I was sorry but I was not with her son. She asked me why because apparently she didn’t know. I explained everything and she said “my son was just mad and says hurtful things ...it’s is unbelievable you’re so cold heart hearted and takes this death so lightly”

Idk why that made me felt bad