I’m sorry I need to get this out and y’all are the only ones that know my frustrations..

When will it be my turn? I’m so tired of seeing negative test. Don’t even get me started on those POS blue dyes.

See I actually got my positive last June and I was over the moon. Except it was a cruel joke because I had to be induced because there was no way my baby could survive outside of the womb. He had no chance.

I just want a baby, I just want to be pregnant and to actually get to take my baby home. Is that to much to ask? What am I doing wrong? I’m so tired of hearing ‘when the time is right it will happen’ ‘everything happens for a reason’ ‘stop trying so hard’ ‘it’ll happen when you least expect it’

I’m over it. I’m done, and yes I’m giving up. I can’t take anymore heartbreak. And seeing everyone be pregnant and get their positives is just to much. I just can’t take it anymore, I feel so empty.

Rant Over and good luck to all of you other beautiful women.