Very sad

Janiya

So my godson was born today and although I am 100 percent excited that he finally here and so in love. I wish that it was me having the baby or at least getting a positive test. But due to medical reasons and my partner deciding that he is not ready anymore and no longer wants another child that wish is put on hold until further notice and who knows how long thats going to be because he has also decided to move out and be on his own. And since I have a whole plan set up of how I want things to go it looks like it will only be me and my daughter and our dogs