Masturbation on antidepressants

Alright, so my doctor put me on a new antidepressant about a month and a half ago and this sucker has taken my poor sex drive and crushed it to the ground like an ant under the weight of my dads glow in the dark crocs. Not being horny and practically prowling the grounds for sex is fine by me but when I masturbate - even with my trusty - hopefully not rusty - satisfyer pro 2 - I can’t orgasm at all. I know this is a side effect that can go away but it hasn’t yet and frankly I’m a big piss baby about it right now. I can get er going down there, she gets real moist and it feels pretty good, but after about 35 minutes I lose feelings in my hands and my heart. I put down my trusty toy who has certainly seen better days and try to regain feelings in my fingers - which might as well be vibrating as well - and wipe the sweat off my forehead and call it a night.

I’m left in a pile of moisture on my bed. What this moisture is, sweat, arousal, piss or my piss baby tears, is still up for debate.

So yeah uh if anyone has any suggestions on ways I can possibly help and bring on an orgasm without giving myself carpal tunnel or dislocating my shoulder from trying to stick my fat, short fingers up in there, it would be much appreciated