Feeling so temporary all the time…

So my fiancé and I have been engaged for around 7 months now and together almost 3 years. Well when we first got together he was everything wanted the family and so we had a daughter together. Now I just don’t see much excitement in the wedding… I fact we are having a simple one and he keeps bringing up prices when pretty much everything is paid for. Just seems like all the negatives instead of the positives. I have a friend who is also getting married and her fiancé is just so excited to marry her and it’s hard to watch sometimes. Like I’m excited and proud of them both but hurt for my situation. I do want someone proud that I’m their wife and not seeming like it’s just another day. The point of the headline is I just feel so temporary in everyone’s life like no one is happy to have me around and it’s hurts…