Fighting with my partner because of depression

I'm not diagnosed with depression because I haven't gone to the doctors but I've definitely been dealing with it for a few years.

Lately I've been so down, moody and have no motivarion at all. I have been super stressed at work and the weather has been horrible for 3/4 weeks which really doesn't help my mood either.

TodayWe had a massive argumenr with my boyfriend because he says I'm lazy, I live in a mess and I do nothing all day. He tells me is not that difficult to just take a minute to do some cleaning but at the moment it feels like a major effort and after a full day of being at work pretending everything is fine I'm so drained.

He says that I just make excuses because I'm just lazy and that's what lazy people do. He also told me to grow up because he thinkh this is childish behaviour and he's tired of it.

I really don't know what to do, this is definitely not helping my mood and to be honest now I wanna do even less. I'm so angry and upset especially because earlier tosay he was being so loving and worried that I ws acting weird towards him and then he just flips and it's super pissed off at me. I really don't understand