Mixed emotions

Brianna • TTC my Rainbow Baby ! Miscarriage 12/26/14 & Ectopic with Left tube removed 5/20/18😇😇
So today I was out with my dad helping him with some last minute baby shopping for my new little brother who is due around Christmas 😇 .. Of course I did all the work lol he hasn't had a baby since my youngest sister who is 14 and this is his girlfriends first & my dad knows i know ALOT about babys 💙❤ I've been TTC for 5yrs now my dad doesn't know this .. so of course he didn't mean any harm in asking me to accompany him ... I'm extra excited to have a new sibling .. I just couldn't help but be extra depressed when I got home .. I really can't wait to be a mommy !!!