When my little potato was first born, I was determined to breastfeed her for at least a year. One week, horrible latching, weight loss, and tongue tie issues later, I decided I'd exclusively pump. From that point on, she's been getting bottles of milk and formula. I can't even make half of what she eats, but I've stayed consistent with it nonetheless and always give her as much formula as she needs afterwards. But she's 10 weeks now and it's getting to be overwhelming, and I'm looking to go back to work soon (12 hour night shifts with minimal down time). My husband and I are talking about going to exclusively formula since it'd be so difficult to keep up with pumping, but I just can't shake an overwhelming feeling of guilt and failure. If I'm physically able to make food for my child, why shouldn't I? I guess I'm just looking for reassurance that I'm not some terrible person if I don't bend over backwards and sacrifice my own sanity to keep pumping for my baby.

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