So the past few weeks I’ve been a little down. There’s so much. My baby is turning 1 😭 excited but I don’t want her to grow lol and then I feel down about myself like the weight isn’t going anywhere I feel I don’t look good not even to my SO. With my SO I feel like he’s not really in it with me. I feel no appreciation at all. So it makes me feel like does he feel like he has to be with me. No type of affection. No post on social media no flowers wheather it’s picked on the side of the road or store bought not even a chocolate just something like hey I see everything you do. And when he’s here it feels like he’s here but not. If you know what I mean. I just feel like I just don’t know how to feel anymore