Me and my wonderful were trying to have a babe since March of 2020...it has been on and off because we had some bad spells and my fiancé is a heavier guy and deals from ptsd...it has went from a encouraging thing we always talk about to now it is completely taboo...it hurts my heart as he knows I have up all hope of a baby due to being diagnosed with PCOS at 21 and told no babes for me..I accepted this fate until he came along and said not to give up (I also dropped 80 lbs and started ovulating and having regular periods) now I just turned 40 and the craving for a babe is I sane now...anyone else been where I am?