Let’s say you have a an.. idk what to call her an ex SIL? she’s the mother of my nieces and nephews.

She pretended to be my friend and I mean it was stupid petty BS.

I don’t care dude. I love her because she gave life to some of my favorite humans and that’s it, I don’t care what she’s said. I’ll still hug her and tell her “I love you.” And see my nieces and nephews. I really do love her too, I am just beyond the petty shit. She could say I’m on crack cocaine and I’ll be like “cool.”

I cannot explain to you how much I don’t care. All I care about is being an aunt to my nieces and nephews like my aunt was to me. I will never fight, or disrespect her infront of her kids. I definitely protect myself and never share personal business with her. She will never know what’s going on in my life, but she will know that I love her kids. I’ll show up for every holiday, birthday, I will always be there.

There has been so much BS, SOOOO MUCH. That I can’t even.. handle it anymore. I don’t process it, the one and single thing I care about period is being there for those babies and celebrating them and hell yeah I’ll baby sit them.

No matter who she is, as long as she’s SAFE for them to be with, I’ll be there. I’ll even help her if I have to. I don’t care anymore about the stuff she says man. I can’t care anymore. If I do, it’ll eat me. I know what’s true and what’s not, and these babies will always remember who was there, and I want that to be me.

I feel like I am way too old for this. But my nieces and nephews are family, and family comes before anything.