Never any real relax time

I never ever have time to myself. I have a 10 month old and when baby is napping I’m either cleaning, laundry, preparing meal for baby or shopping for baby. And sometimes if baby is napping if I take that time to just relax then the house Shit pile up, or if I take a nap during that time house work pile up. Baby daddy only watch her if I’m working. I’m a single mom. I love love my baby but I want to actually sleep watch a movie. Only time I can Is at bed time and by that time I’m exhausted or frustrated. I love her more then life itself but I want 30 min to take a deep breath. But I suppose that’s motherhood and I have to be ok with that. She is my world and I’d gave my last for her and give ever sec or my day i suppose I just want to do something beside clean. Well baby is sleep so I’m go do some dishes put away clothes wash some clothes pick up toys