Trying to keep it cool

Ale

Does anybody also feels that keeping it cool and calm is nearky impossible? I knowwww, my parents tell me to relax, my doctor says i have to be relaxed, that stress doesn’t help, but..i just can’t, i just want it to work this month :( feeling very blue, and i know there’s a lot of couples trying for a long long long time, but i don’t know why i’m feeling like “defeated”? Or maybe just sad. Sorry i just wanted to tell “someone” who may be understands