Please be nice, I’m upset and have no one to talk to

So I’ve been talking to this guy for 3 months now. He’s lives about about 2 hours from me but works in the next town over from me at a factory. So we been texting and seen each other a hand full of times, we have had to cancel on each cause of covid stuff.(he got exposed at work, and my kids got exposed at daycare) but gone out to eat twice and he been over to my place 3 times. we both are busy so we mostly text. So the other day we were supposed to meet for burgers but I had some car trouble and couldn’t make it. I texted him and told him what was up and ask him to get it to go and come to my house 2 miles from the place he said no he was waiting for me for over 20 mins and was really hungry. I just texted back and said well just eat then, I didn’t hear back from him for an hour and he said he would just try to see me next week. At point I will admit my feeling we’re really hurt and I realize “the fuck I caught feeling” and he also realized days I wouldn’t text him first I would not really hear from him till late. Days that I didn’t keep up the texts there would be no conversation. So today I didn’t text him first and I haven’t heard from him at all I just feel kinda dumb but whatever dating over 30 just really really sucks ass