Keeping me up at night

Hey everyone.... I feel kind of silly thinking about this but I need to get it off my chest. On Friday I am going to get my IUD removed so we can try for another baby. I have 2 beautiful girls and we are ready for #3.... Someone very close to me has been trying for her second baby and has suffered 2 loses and I am a little afraid that she will hate me if my 3 time around goes well. I don't know. It feels silly and illogical but it is something that literally kept me up last night.... Thanks for listening