Checking in

Hi, hope everyone is doing well! I’m now 36 weeks and officially in my baby month! Today I had my weekly scan and bub is doing alright. He’s in the 19th percentile which I assume is okay and my fluid I still a little bit high but overall we are doing okay. As I get closer to our due date, I feel like I am not ready to have him yet. 😞 I think it’s more of my fear kicking in of all the unknowns. I feel like once he’s born, this new adventure actually begins and idk what’s to come from it. It’s so scary. Like can he just stay inside me forever? Lol I know this feeling is temporary but jeez when it hits, its hits me hard. I want to be past this part already. I want a year to fly by and me be at that point where I don’t even know why I was so worried in the first place. Ugh. Just ugh..