I’m so tired of being nice! I always try to find the fucking good in people. Why? Who the hell knows anymore. Cause it damn sure wasn’t for Validation. I did it cause I have a fucking Conscience in my head that screams to me to go the fucking extra mile for pathetic ass pieces of shyts that are just going to fuck you over cause you’re never going to do enough for that person and once they’ve sucked you dry out of all you can do for them. Ha! You’re useless. Or they just keep you around so they can complain about you behind your back just so they have something to talk about cause their life isn’t interesting enough. Don’t even get me started on people that are nice with an interior motive in the long run and it’s like figuring a jigsaw puzzle just to see what’s going on from the jump. Now I see why people just want to stay by themselves and be loners. It’s not all people but it’s damn near most people in this world and it sickens me to the upmost. I’m so tired of being naiive thinking people all have good in them somewhere but scary fact in life is that the fakeness in people is the realest fucking thing and it’s scary.