Due in 5 days. Really need advice

I was going to go see my family for a night tonight they live 1 hour away and my hospital then would be over 2 hours away if I went to see them.

My partner I don’t know I feel hasn’t chatted me much lately and I feel so alone whenever I talk about labour/baby it’s like he’s not interested . He has a child who’s 5 from a previous relationship and he’s doing nothing but over spoil her. His ex was really

Getting to involved and his daughter who

I treat well like my own is very cheeky to me

Lately Sunday was heatwave and she asked me

To get bucket and spade which I got out and got and said “I want yellow

Ones” so I got them but I said your daddy has some

In the back of car and she said

No he doesn’t (which he had) never said thank you. Then at beach she played with it and because sand was all over it she said I don’t wana take it with me and my partner her dad said sure leave it for

Some

Child to play with and they left it there. I know

It’s stupid but that really

Hurt me as I went out of my way to get it. I also said we need to get last few bits for baby the sun blockers etc for car few weeks ago and nothing and then said it during week so ended up getting it all myself and the cute little milestone plaques I showed him

And he djdnt even show any interest... I’m beginning to think is it best I leave him

And go back to my family as I’ve no one here I’ve no one to talk too I’m

Crying all the time. Sorry for

Going on, I just feel so so alone.

Just don’t think this is for me

I love my baby and I can’t wait meet my little one and hope arrives safe and ok, but I really

Want to go back home

Right now. Just due now Wednesday ❤️