The word is so cringe. I can’t stand it. It makes me feel embarrassed when people say it referring to me. It makes me feel less of a person. Nobody in my family has struggled to have kids. None. My sisters have 3 & 4 each. My cousins got 5 & 6 & 2 a piece. My mom had 3. Etc. I have 1. But, now I’m struggling for my 2nd. And it’s like nobody gets it. They just tell others how I’m “struggling”. It makes me feel embarrassed for my husband as well, because he was able to have 2 kids before we met each other also. So he’s clearly not the issue, it’s me. And I just want to cry sometimes. Idk how to feel. I started clomid. But, I’m sure it won’t work.