Venting

If I could dress in the things I want to and do my makeup how I wish i could I feel like I would feel a little better about myself. I lack so much self confidence once I put the outfit on, do my makeup I take it all off to trade it for the same tshirt flannel and jeans that I always wear. How did you break out of your shell and wear what you thought looked good off of your body and rocked it while you had jt on? Or the makeup look you tried that you think looks great on someone else but when you do it you think you look like a makeup bag threw up on you?? I’m such an over-thinker but I want to feel good