Honestly have been having sex all week. Today I had to give a little oral to make mr baby gravy wake up. But still I feel like this has become homework instead of an enjoyment of having sex with my husband. We haven't had sex like this in a while. But still we are TTC baby #2. I just feel like I should've seen some IB going on already and I haven't. I don't want to spend another 3 years trying to make baby #2. I honestly don't think I could stand it this time. I keep having dreams of giving birth to a beautiful baby girl. Maybe it's because I want a baby/little girl so badly. Has anyone else felt discouraged like this before? I keep seeing my friends post all their positive tests or actually babies and I feel so left out. We have a 3 year old (who has Autism) but I feel like he would interact more with children if he had a sibling. 😢😞😣😓😖😫😭