Feeling kinda down

Tia 🌈

Everyone is pregnant but me I just found out today that my 18 little cousin is pregnant. I also found out this week that I have a cyst on my ovary. Its on my left side the only side I have a fallopian tube. I can't help but think if I didn't have surgery back in 2017 I would have all these problem I do now. I wanted to take a pill but it didn't go that way. I just need to vent