Now what?

My husband and I had a bit of a disagreement and now he says I need to 'work on myself' before we try again for a baby. His words hurt my very deeply and I'm confused as to what I need to 'work on'. I've been doing meditations and working out, taking care of myself...so what? Because I get a mood swing I need to work on myself? I'm so frustrated and we talked about it but I'm still confused as to what he expects from me. Great timing to since I'm supposed to ovulate in four days. Looks like I can kiss being a mom goodbye..

Sorry for the vent I just feel defeated. Nothing is ever good enough.