THIS IS IT !!

I remember o joined this app in 2020 months into my marriage to track my period and all I would talk to my friends who got married just before or after me about twinning bestie pregnancies. Me and my husband would look out for every symptoms like "oh my periods one day late damn sure I'm pregnant " "ohh I've got backache damn sure I'm pregnant " 8 months in my friend got pregnant I was so excited it felt like my time was near but came our anniversary no baby at all I was still hopeful I'll get pregnant before her delivery but in Feb 2021 she gave birth to her daughter I wanted to be happy but inside I was so angry that why couldn't I be the one

I started rushing to the gyn like a crazy women she told me I wasnt ovulating properly. I did 3 rounds of clomid successfully but still not pregnant and rushed to the gyn got told my prolactin was high "still hopefull " started bromo but 3 months in no pregnancy got a call from another friend that she is pregnant. And that was the day I broke ..I went to the washroom cried my heart out called my mom and asked her why was I the only one left out .she told me sometimes the persons God loves the most are the one tested I gathered courage and continued ttc 1+y husbad semen analysis showed infection after a course of medicines doctor told us that this month is our I was on letrozole 2 round in no baby ..husband got another test and the test showed low motility and sperm count ....I just dont know why is this getting harder and harder why did it had to be me ...

Seeing all you ladies fight is what give me hope ..I hope we all get our little bundles of joy ❤❤🧚‍♀️